Can't Sleep

I can't sleep tonight... Its not fun. I want to go to sleep like normal people. I just have a lot on my mind. Like how we are going to survive these up coming months, if we are going to have a wedding in August, if I want to continue writing that play/book, and just other little thoughts.

Writing a play or a book!

Last night I had a crazy thought... what if I wrote a story about my life and the experiences I had while in the hospital and during my manaiac episodes. So here's what I got so far.. It will be a two act play, five scenes each act! I'm just starting out but hopefully everything will turn out the way that I want them to. Its hard trying to remember everything that happened also I have to be careful with the different stories that happened when I was in the hospital due to confidentially. I will most likely change them to unreal stories. But my side of the story will be as true as I can remember. Here is the Act layout of the scenes: Act 1: Scene 1: A young woman wakes up to an unfamiliar sight. She finds herself in a hospital room. Scene 2: The young woman gets transferred to the Psych ward Scene 3: The battle for her life begins Scene 4: Her attempted escape Scene 5: Is this real life she asks Act 2: Scene 1: The fight of medication Scene 2: Family matters Scene 3: The fight grows harder Scene 4: Freedom? or a trap? Scene 5: The End or just the beginning? That's the most I have got so far on it. I just have had a lot of thoughts and dreams about this part of my life. I thought it would be smart to have a written account of it. I would love some feedback if anyone still reads my blog. I'm hoping to post on here more often. I have so many thoughts in my head. I have decided to get them down and I love to type so how could I pass up the opportunity to share my thoughts with someone. I am also working on a drama/love story that is part true to life and also added elements which I still haven't figured out what to do yet. It's all up in the air. Just writing down thoughts and ideas. Who knows maybe I could write an award winning play that could turn into a movie!! If only... lol I can dream! I would love the chance to have that happen.