Watching the Voice

1 Corinthians 13:8

For you Levi! Aunty Rachel Loves you!

You are the sunshine to my life...

I love the sun not only the sun but the son of God, Jesus. Thank you Lord for the blessings the small and large!

Let it go Dad

Its time for you to let it go Dad. Its not my fault. Stop Blaming me for your problems.

Can't Sleep

I can't sleep tonight... Its not fun. I want to go to sleep like normal people. I just have a lot on my mind. Like how we are going to survive these up coming months, if we are going to have a wedding in August, if I want to continue writing that play/book, and just other little thoughts.

Writing a play or a book!

Last night I had a crazy thought... what if I wrote a story about my life and the experiences I had while in the hospital and during my manaiac episodes. So here's what I got so far.. It will be a two act play, five scenes each act! I'm just starting out but hopefully everything will turn out the way that I want them to. Its hard trying to remember everything that happened also I have to be careful with the different stories that happened when I was in the hospital due to confidentially. I will most likely change them to unreal stories. But my side of the story will be as true as I can remember. Here is the Act layout of the scenes: Act 1: Scene 1: A young woman wakes up to an unfamiliar sight. She finds herself in a hospital room. Scene 2: The young woman gets transferred to the Psych ward Scene 3: The battle for her life begins Scene 4: Her attempted escape Scene 5: Is this real life she asks Act 2: Scene 1: The fight of medication Scene 2: Family matters Scene 3: The fight grows harder Scene 4: Freedom? or a trap? Scene 5: The End or just the beginning? That's the most I have got so far on it. I just have had a lot of thoughts and dreams about this part of my life. I thought it would be smart to have a written account of it. I would love some feedback if anyone still reads my blog. I'm hoping to post on here more often. I have so many thoughts in my head. I have decided to get them down and I love to type so how could I pass up the opportunity to share my thoughts with someone. I am also working on a drama/love story that is part true to life and also added elements which I still haven't figured out what to do yet. It's all up in the air. Just writing down thoughts and ideas. Who knows maybe I could write an award winning play that could turn into a movie!! If only... lol I can dream! I would love the chance to have that happen.

Wedding Countdown!!